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Wednesday, March 1st, 2006

Time:9:28 pm.
Mood: sleepy.
Yes, I am alive!

And I have been doing things!

  • working, blah
  • buying Queer As Folk USA season 1 boxsets
  • getting letters from Kait!
  • waiting for letters from Lis!
  • missing said penpals. ;-;
  • feeling very much alone

...that's it. I can't think of anything interesting, but... well, sleep is calling. I was one episode away from watching all 22 episodes, but alas, my eyes are burning. It's not so much fun.

24 days till my 21st birthday. Worrying, isn't it?
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Wednesday, February 1st, 2006

Subject:Lack of University Interview
Time:6:55 pm.
I was meant to drive to Swansea university today for an interview with the Classics Department staff. Unfortunately I didn't get as far as Swansea, but ended up driving into someone else's backbumper. Harley isn't majorly damaged, but he'll be off-road for at least 2 weeks, I should imagine. As for the other car, and the passengers within, they were unharmed. I've hurt my ribs a little more than I'd like and my back and arm is painful, but nothing I can't recover from naturally. I think it was more the shock than anything else. I'm having to re-schedule the interview and ring the university tomorrow to sort that out, but aside from that and having to get in touch with the insurance companies. Well, never mind. It was my own damn fault so I probably deserve it.

Now i'm gonig to run away and watch Due South.
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Monday, January 30th, 2006

Time:10:29 pm.
Mood: sleepy.
I've just got home from latin and posted the next chapter of Ame, Corps, Esprit which I'm trying to pimp out as much as possible. It' harder than you might think, so any support you would like to give will be greatly welcome.

Enough of that, I have an interview tomorrow at Swansea university =screams= wish me luck!
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Thursday, January 12th, 2006

Subject:The Great Pancake Wars
Time:11:04 pm.

In reply to Prince Jyin's attempts to make a decent pancake which left me with an urge to make myself some, I have prepared this:

The Great Pancake WarsCollapse )

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Thursday, December 29th, 2005

Time:11:39 pm.
Added some more BRAND SPANKING NEW chapters to Ame, Corps, Esprit and I'm now exhauted. So... posting anything of importance will happen some other time.
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Monday, December 26th, 2005

Subject:Ame, Corpse, Esprit
Time:8:58 pm.
Mood: happy.

I would like to direct your attention to Ame, Corpse, Esprit - Love's Just A Four Letter Word.

You may have heard me going on about this Roleplay, it's more then likely. Everyone knows about Tyn and Edvard, and Lysander and Kris. Everyone has lived with me babbling on about the beautiful art-work that Kait draws for it. So, if you need something slashy to read, please, go ahead and take a look, but remember, the site is under construstion. Pictures and other bonus material will be posted soon. My thanks to Kait, as well, who coped extremely well with my extremely horrible instructions on how to make a rich-text LJ post. She did in 10 minutes what took me 3 months to learn.

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Thursday, December 15th, 2005

Time:11:12 pm.
It's been a long while. Perhaps that's why I've been messing with the settings again and changed it completely. Whahahaha.

I've only just got home. It's 11pm, and in less than 8 hours I need to be at work again. I feel extremely tired, and rather sad. I was told today by someone I am rather attached to that by being logical whne I try to help people, I'm being negative, and by being negative, I'm not helping them. So... my ego score has gone down a few thousand points and I feel horrible. And because of this negative outlook I have, this people doesn't want me to be around them so much, because it makes them remember the times they were sad and they never wanted to be sad again.

Well, that was the major news. I'm working tomorrow and then I have to get a plane home, Russia home, on Saturday evening. We'll see. I'm just too tired to care right now and I still feel icky...
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Saturday, May 14th, 2005

Time:8:44 pm.
Lis... if you read this any time soon, check your email? I ranted for almost an hour for you...
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Wednesday, April 27th, 2005

Subject:Wow, my Gay Times gets delievered tomorrow!
Time:5:25 pm.
Mood: amused.

"But foolishly he ignored it and five years later he died from cancer"

Don't you just love monthy python?

Anyway. I feel goddamn alwful because of this goddamn constant

Well... at least one of my old friends is comnig to see me tomorrow, so we're going out for the afternoon and probably getting smashed by 3pm. wh00t. Sourpuss Charlie does not like me getting drunk, but in the end it makes things easier for him. =giggles= But Charlie has said my English sucks. It does. I can't say the damn words properly. =rolls eyes= German, yes. Italien, yes. French and Spainish and a little bit of Greek, yes. English I slur, even when sober. So. Charlie is going to re-teach me english. o.O'' Oh dear. I may not survive this.

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Saturday, April 23rd, 2005

Time:8:08 am.
Mood: amused.
I'm out of hospital, I'm alive! Whoot!

Also, Rufus Wainwright wears sparky sequined thong... I have seen this in person and I was about... 10 meters away? Less? =giggles= He's so pretty...

But it's of no matter. =sighs= I miss Lis...
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Sunday, April 10th, 2005

Time:8:01 pm.

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Me and Charlie had a competition, 24 hours to build a multi-page website.

I have no knowlege of HTML, but used it to make myself a j-rock rotation site. Wh00t! I couldn't get my head around these 'easy-to-use' site builders, so I didn't bother, and I still managed to get the thing done in just under 7 hours, and he's locked himself in his office because I beat him. Go me! Please visit and tell me what you think, thank you.


I kicked his big british ass! XD

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Sunday, March 27th, 2005

Time:2:31 pm.
Mood: scared.
Lis- I'm scared. I haven't heard from you for so long, and I know things are really shakey. I hope you're okay... or at least... oh god, I'm scared. I feel so helpless. Please honey... be safe. It might be that you're computer is broken but... not hearing from you at a time like this... I don't know what to do. I don't have any other wy of contacting you either... please Lis... don't leave me?
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Wednesday, March 23rd, 2005

Time:6:38 pm.
Mood: amused.
well, I'm in a G(r)eek internet cafe. Here is a run down of my holiday, as I will be too tired to do it when i get back, and the day after is my birthday so I'll be a lazy arse.

I've managed to cut my arms, legs and most other places while swimming in Pylos. Great city.
Sparta is no longer the place it once was. IE it is a dump. Ca Va.
Shopping is good fun, especially when buying stuff for people. ^^''
My internet is free on my phone. Wh00t.
I'm tanned. and slightly burnt, I think.
Athens is full of whores! =giggles=
Erm... flying back tomorrow. I'll... >< repack tonight.

Oh, and yeah... BECKY IS BACK. ;.; >< ^^'' ^^ -.- << =.- >> I don't know what to feel. =sighs= I did miss her, but... I dunno. I'm glad, I think.
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Wednesday, March 16th, 2005

Subject:In Greece from March 17th To 24th
Time:6:13 pm.
Mood: ecstatic.
Well, in less then 10 hours me and Charlie will be in Athens. It's the first holiday I've had in... 3 years? God. And It'll be the first time I've actually gone to a different country to specifically have a good time. Wh00t! =hugs you all= I'm going to miss you, but I want you to all behave okay?

Lis- I will be checking my email over the next week, so if you need to email me, then please do, because I'll be able to reply (even if it isn't by much- stupid phone) I want you to look after yourself, please. I love you lots, and I want you to be happy and safe, alright? I'm going to get you something from Greece, seeing it's the home of legal same-sex marriages... =hugs and sighs= Be good. Please? I'm worried...

Anyway darlings, I'm off. I'll try to look after Charlie =wink= I'll not let him fall off any mountains/cliffs/table tops. =giggles= Anyway, cheerio!
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Monday, March 14th, 2005

Time:6:54 pm.
Mood: worried.
Anyway, Lis- I posed your letter. ^^ It should get to you before the end of the month. =licks= Please don't be sad honey, I'm really worried about you. And if Sean says everything he's doing is for other people... Give him time. And give him time. You were so excited about him coming back less then a week ago, and now this. You might like Kathy, she might like you, and that isn't wrong or bad or whatever, but... you and Sean have been through a lot together. There was a time a few months ago, I remember, that you liked some other girl but you sticked with him. I keep saying this, but give him a couple of months, and if he doesn't get his ass in gear, then perhaps he isn't too bothered about things, and you should try something different. Talk to Kathy about this, yes? She knows you have a boyfriend, and she should listen and help. =kisses cheek and hugs close= I know you're worried about Sean, but I'm worried about you. Look after yourself, and... think about things. You don't need to make a decesion in a set time, and I know you're lonely. If Sean hadn't moved away, maybe non of this would ever have happened...
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Thursday, March 10th, 2005

Time:7:22 pm.
Mood: amused.
A man is driving down the road and breaks down near a monastery. He goes to the monastery, knocks on the door, and says, "My car broke down. Do you think I could stay the night?"

The monks graciously accept him, feed him dinner, even fix his car. As the man tries to fall asleep, he hears a strange sound. The next morning, he asks the monks what the sound was, but they say, "We can't tell you. You're not a monk."

The man is disappointed but thanks them anyway and goes about his merry way.

Some years later, the same man breaks down in front of the same monastery. The monks accept him, feed him, even fix his car. That night, he hears the same strange noise that he had heard years earlier.

The next morning, he asks what it is, but the monks reply, "We can't tell you. You're not a monk."

The man says, "All right, all right. I'm dying to know. If the only way I can find out what that sound was is to become a monk, how do I become a monk?"

The monks reply, "You must travel the earth and tell us how many blades of grass there are and the exact number of sand pebbles. When you find these numbers, you will become a monk."

The man sets about his task. Forty-five years later, he returns and knocks on the door of the monastery. He says, "I have traveled the earth and have found what you have asked for. There are 145,236,284,232 blades of grass and 231,281,219,999,129,382 sand pebbles on the earth."

The monks reply, "Congratulations. You are now a monk. We shall now show you the way to the sound."

The monks lead the man to a wooden door, where the head monk says, "The sound is right behind that door."

The man reaches for the knob, but the door is locked. He says, "Real funny. May I have the key?" The monks give him the key, and he opens the door. Behind the wooden door is another door made of stone. The man demands the key to the stone door. The monks give him the key, and he opens it, only to find a door made of ruby. He demands another key from the monks, who provide it. Behind that door is another door, this one made of sapphire. So it went until the man had gone through doors of emerald, silver, topaz, amethyst... Finally, the monks say, "This is the last key to the last door." The man is relieved to no end. He unlocks the door, turns the knob, and behind that door he is amazed to find the source of that strange sound.

And it was...Collapse )

{{EDIT }}
Mood: still amused
Muisc: Bare Naked Ladies- Alcohol
I forgot one very important thing: 9 days till Greece. I can drive there. =nods= I'm also having feathers plaited into my hair ((which really needs cutting, Charlie says I look like a girl ><)) for Roz's drinking party on Saturday night. He he he. Then Sunday is reserved for packnig, and goodbyes to internet buddies, and then... work every day up till wednesday, then off we go. ^^

"I thought that alcohol was just for those
With nothing else to do
I thought drinking just to get drunk
Was a waste of presious booze
But now I know that there's a
Time and a place where I can choose
To walk that fine line between
Self control and self-abuse."

God, I love these guys...

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Wednesday, March 9th, 2005

Time:7:49 pm.
Mood: happy.
Holiday in Greece: 17th of March till the 24th ((although we won't really arrive at home till gone midnight on March 25th- my 20th birthday, wh00t!))

Time off for Emily babysitting: the two weeks after the 25th. In which time I will most likely be online constantly. ^^

I might not get the chance to update till I get back, but I will be online this weekend, if I don't get too hungover at Roz's... I haven't gotten drunk for a long time. In think it's because everyone was scared I was going to do myself in or something. But I think I will on Saturday. And let Charlie ravish me.

Now, I'm going to go watch 3rd Rock From The Sun. Brilliant program.
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Monday, March 7th, 2005

Time:6:34 pm.
Mood: pissed off.

Finally joined Lis' RP group, _mindstorm_, Yay!


But aside from that, not had too good a time recently. Feel ill, had a huge amount of work, and then Charlie goes eying up girls WHILE I'M WITH HIM over the weekend. Is it so hard to find one guy, just one, that will give me a bit of respect? I don't really ask for anything, and let's face it, I haven't got much slef respect. So, why? Even though he apologised, it isn't very nice. And then an hour after he apologises, he's all over me, and what am I meant to do? Tear open the wound again or let him get on with and pretend he didn't hurt me at all? There was no choice in the matter, nothing I could say or do to stop him, and nothing that would have made me feel better anyway.

I was going to leave him. I swear I could, if I wanted to. Really, I could, and then he wouldn't be sorry at all, and I wouldn't either. I don't know where I'm going with this line of thought. Not anymore anyway.

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Tuesday, March 1st, 2005

Subject:17 Days Till Greek Holiday
Time:8:17 pm.
Mood: sleepy.
Work is getting hetic. 6 journals ((240 A3 pages per journal)) in 13 weeks. Fucking hell. =sighs= Mostly working in photogrpahy now, although that is only for my own Credited Pieces, I'm still Kit's lap dog. Luckily for me, she is a doll and as long as I'm clearing things with her first, I'm able to act pretty much as I want. Unfortunatly, Kit is sick so I'm sort of going on instint. I have several projects to finish before I go away on the 17th, and I don't think I'm going to make it unless I put in a hell of a lot of OT. And then there is no one to pick Emily up from playgroup, and Charlie doesn't get back till 7 most nights and it's too much to ask Jane to do it, as she's looking after Emily when we go away...

But hell, I'm going to need this holiday... 8 days, with Charlie, in Greece. We're going to Athens, and Sparta, and Olimpia and Dephi. =nods= It isn't going to be a laze-around on the beach type holiday, clearly. XD I'm probably going to end up pretty badly burnt though but... =shrugs= I don't care. I've never been anywhere /warm/ before. =claps happily= I can't wait!

=clears throat= In other news, yes, it is still snowing. 7 days now. God, the stuff is a fucker. I have to get my drivers lience re-issued sometime soon, but I have a sneaking suspicion I'll have to retake the test. Which is an expense I'd rather go without at the moment.

Also, I'm writing a lot of stuff at the moment, as well as the usual 3 letters I normally have on the go, and more lyrics for the album. My on-going Original Fiction is taking up a lot of time, and I've got three 'orders' for more POTC and Harry Potter fics... and I want to start on some Les Bijoux fan work too. Started a new RP over the weekend, which is fun but taking up my breaks at work (which are now few and far between). However, I wouldn't stop for the world.

Another studio session on Friday night of this week means I'm going to be losing a lot more sleep. This album is much more trouble then we thought. No-one never expected it to drag on this long, and I, for one, certainly didn't plan on it costing as much as it is. Drum Hill may not last six months. This is pulling us apart, but we have to get it over with. After Johnny's wedding, we're going to have to sit down and think about it all anyway. We've all got to make some choices soon, and putting them off much longer will only make them worse.

Well, Bai Bai, I'm off to read www.megatokyo.com ^^
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Saturday, February 19th, 2005

Time:5:10 pm.
Still sick.

lucky me.
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